Not everything i say to u is going to fit perfectly for u and I'm just hoping to be honest with you because I think you deserve it. Not everything that ur man feels needs to be known by me, I just wanted to be there for you. One day I looked up (and I realized shit was fucked up) and I thought "I should fuck off" but I didn't. I just wanted to be loving on you but I honestly don't know what I was thinking. I wish a number of wishes that I know are silly now, I will indulge just one:
wish you could always have treated me like I am a person you feel is important.
Tonight I will stay in and clean myself,
tomorrow I'll go out a walking and a crying. The next day I'll read and I'll read and I'll read and I'll read. I'll miss u and think of u sometimes. Next year if you never tell me about how u care, I will be long gone, long. It's okay if you cannot find it in you to tell me now, it's okay if it's all over now.
Collaborating remotely with 12 songwriters from all over the world, Kim Edgar emerged with a work of striking art pop. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 11, 2023