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diamond's first (life​)​, +other songs

by liv

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CW CSA (AND NOW I SEE _______________________________________) FOLLOWING ME, FOREVER YOUR EYES HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME SURROUNDING ME YOU’RE FUCKING DISGUSTING YOU’RE FUCKING DISGUSTING PLEASE THERE'S EVERYBODY NOTHING STOPS YOU AND THAT'S FUCKED UP COME SAVE ME AND I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU. (HELP ME) HOW COULD I HOW COULD I FUCK YOU YOU HAD ME SURROUNDED! (*SOB*) FROM DAY ONE, DAY ONE YOU FUCKER! YOU KNEW I COULDN’T DO ANYTHING! OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT!
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Dawn cracks the dark And it breaks the silence Of my waking hours And my heartbeat's licence For I hate the trees And I hate the flowers And I hate the buildings And the way they tower over me Can't you see I get so frightened No-one else seems frightened Only me, only me I can't but see That the sun has risen To my window, my world Of my home sweet window* For I hate the trees And I hate the flowers And I hate the buildings And the way they tower over me Can't you see I get so frightened No-one else seems frightened Only me, only me
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I <3 it when u call me King I <3 it when u call me King & U don’t disrespect yourself U know as well as me And U love me like a rolling sea U love me like a rolling sea
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[(them)] 02:27
Flying around the apartment, and Scattered around the park, walking And like bats sometimes, And around my head Little dark shadows Right now I'm resting cus my hips hurt I am sitting alone in the basement on the carpet My nail is bleeding And I've been sucking my finger I wonder what it’s like to be one of them Some of them were people that i know most likely God I wish i could go everywhere fuck everything Wish i could go everywhere
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Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes Yes yes yes Yes yes yes Yes yes yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
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Now in the mirror Now independent Now in the mirror Love, now In the mirror Now independent Looking for a love that could heal everything (I never wanted to be in control I just wanted things to not be out of control) Now exhibiting Now masking Now in the mirrors... Love now independent It doesn’t have to be, it doesn’t have to be, it doesn’t have to be like that It doesn’t have to be like that uhhhhhhh Yeah uhughhh Now In the mirror Now Independent You’ve been looking for a love That could heal it You’ve been looking for a love That heals everything I never wanted, I never wanted To be in control I just wanted To be in With yous Now Doesn’t like you Now Doesn’t serve you Doesn’t serve you You’re not selfless you’re not selfless at all Now In the mirror Now independent
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Me and my brother Sammy And my brother Massimo Never knew how long we’d wait I remember riding in the middle On a little drywall bucket. You said it was okay, I knew I was okay. Do you remember all the smells of wet mud Or all the Burger King? And always wanting Mum to be happy And always wanting to be okay And always hungry at the school And scatter brained, and unbeautiful And trying to be good for you Trying to be good at school I think i’ll make you proud I’ll love more than you do
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O teach me something Serve it with my grief It’s so helpful So helpful Thank you “Don’t you fucking dare, King Ask Again-- from some indifferent Sycophant Who can sit on your bed Here and there For advice Or to pass time-- for Everything Everything Everything Not that way- This way-- Look clearly at what is right in front of you child Then go to sleep now Go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep now Go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep nowGo to sleep go to sleep go to sleep now”
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Immanuel 05:06
Once I wandered violet and numb Been raped for two years until I was done My lover had strangled me eyes filled with evil I left, I love home but I keep my will I took my voice, my throat and my baby I went away far from him, far as I could be Knife in my hand in the patch of my skirt With my lavender, cinnamon, garlic and woundwort It was long before I looked behind me I stopped and stood in the thicket clearing I stayed but then came six men who seized me Everything always changes I moved so long with my capturers Went so far I didn’t know where we were I drank their poison, their spit and their blood, I did everything that they wanted I ran to some people I spied I asked for protection, they mainly obliged Did not defile me or anything evil Always were decent and meaning well A woman with them was so warm* and open* her necklet of leather, her hair fringed rowan I saw in myself not long after speaking A want to protect her and share everything (BREAK) A long time later they are all lost to me But I don’t forget as I lay in my safety How they helped me and fed my baby Grew with me and grew apart from me I have my home now, my babies and song Everything lost has given me some Knife in my hand in the patch of my skirt With my lavender, cinnamon, garlic and woundwort Immanuel I raise my arms for you for you you you
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GOD IT FEELS SO GOOD DESPITE HOW WE’VE BOTH BEEN DOING I REALLY LIKE YOU I REALLY LIKE YOU I REALLY LIKE YOU SEEING U BREAK OPEN IS SO CUTE SEEING U, SEEING U BREAK OPEN IS SO CUTE IT’S NICE KNOWING THAT MY HUNGER IS NORMAL AND OKAY AND HOW MUCH YOU FUCK WITH IT TOO SEEING U BREAK OPEN IS SO CUTE SEEING U BREAK IT OPEN IS SO CUTE I WANNA GO ALL KINDS OF PLACES WITH U I CAN’T WAIT I CAN’T WAIT I CAN’T WAIT I’LL GO TO SLEEP IT’S NICE KNOWING IT’S NICE KNOWING EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE (break) ALL KINDS OF PLACES WITH U I CAN’T WAIT I CAN’T WAIT I CAN’T WAIT I’LL GO TO SLEEP IT’S NICE KNOWING IT’S NICE KNOWING EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE

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6 Steps to Discover Your True Self
Be quiet. You cannot and will not be able to know yourself until you take the time to be still. ...
Realize who you truly are, not who you want to be. ...
Find what you are good at (and not good at). ...
Find what you are passionate about. ...
Ask for feedback. ...
Assess your relationships.
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released December 26, 2020

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